I want a better relationship with God

One thing I think I should've made clear from the start is that I am Christian or at least I believe in God. This is one of the things that really defines who I am. I've known God all my life but I don't think I have ever been extremely close to him. I have gotten so close but never fully there and that is on me. I do believe that He is always waiting for me to come to me but my human nature is sometimes so ridiculous.

Having been born into the Church, I was always expected to do and be a certain kind of person. I am thankful for it one major reason: I was introduced to an amazing someone. He does not desert, does not hold grudges and dare I say, He does not judge. I know some people may disagree with that last statement but despite everything wrong with me, all I've done, and all the times I strayed from Him, He has always taken me back. I've never been or felt more loved than with Him. He does not give me reason to doubt Him despite how prone I am to it. Every thing I lay my eyes on is a testament of Him. His existence isn't something I could ever doubt but I've had moments when I did not fully trust in His love for me. He however did not hold that against me and I can't be thankful enough for Him. Some of you may be wondering who I am talking about, who can be this amazing? Is it actually possible? Well, I assure you, it is. I met Him. He has loved me all my life and that I trust. He is God.

What I want is to learn better ways of maintaining and improving my relationship with God. I know that there is always something new to learn about Him and I believe that He is the reason for all. In fact, He is the foundation for these 300 things I want in 2025. I am glad that I get to know Him.

My phone does not justify the view outside my window today.

This was kind of deep for me but it was also really fun for me to write. Hope you guys enjoy reading it.

Sincerely,

Incon👋